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I am drowning. I am collapsing. I’m weak. I’m tired. I’m so drained. I am emotionally wrecked.

Is there a bright side?

Are better days coming?

Is it ever going to make sense?

I am suffocating. I can’t breathe. I have no joy. I am weak.

There’s no strength in my bones,I wanna fade.

I sometimes feel like disappearing,I sometimes feel like I’m screaming and no one’s listening,I want to scream.

I’m screaming. I’m fading. I’m exhausted from running. I’m falling and no one’s catching me.

I’m gasping for air, I think I’m bleeding too. I’m carrying a heavy heart and tears aren’t relieving me.

Where did I go wrong?

I am gazing at our favorite stars, but you’re not there to hold my hands and tell me it’ll be alright.

“Selena Gomez ‘s loose you to love me is playing in the background”.

PAIN: I am feeling that same pain,the one you feel when constantly hurt by the same person.

I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me all will be fine and you’d always be here, you’d never let me go.

Am I fine?

Am I mentally weak?I don’t know I’m just trying to express my self.

Is this ever going to end?

I don’t know. I am just trying to survive. I am trying to succeed. I am really trying to create a different world for myself.

Honestly? That’s very much okay because this too shall pass. I already figured it out!

Now say this after me.

Dear self,

You’re strong,you’re amazing,you’re the best version of yourself and no one can ever be you,no one can do what you do!🥰

You’re relentless,you’re hardworking,you’re elegant, gorgeous and smart,you’re beautiful inside out..never feel less of yourself.🎀

You’re confident, you’re excellent and you’re the best,you’re unique and great,you’re the best at what you do and never let anyone take that away from you.💆🏾‍♀️

It’s okay to break down sometimes trust me,sometimes you feel like the world is against you and you feel like you are bad at everything.

Rest.

Yes,Take a break.

This too shall pass.

Come back stronger,be determined and focused.

This is just the beginning!

WRITTEN BY: MORENIKEJI A. ODEBIYI